Disillusioned

OK apologies for the lack of updates but I have had nothing positive to write. I'm growing increasingly disillusioned with poker at the minute. A couple of months ago I thought my game was going places but recently it has gone backwards bigtime. I'm running bad, playing bad, have no confidence and tilting....a pretty lethal combination.

I'm not really sure where I go from here. Sixpaks are killing me and recently they have started boring the life out of me. I run so bad in them its not true and subsequently I end up tilting and playing like a clown. My multi form hasn't been any better either, although that probably has something to do with the fact I'm trying to win every one within the 1st hour and having an aversion to the fold button. First and foremost I need to get my game back on track and then take it from there. I know I can play this game its just that quite often I tend not to show it. I also think I need to get out and play more live events, so I will have to have a look at the tournament schedule and see what festivals are coming up.

I have a couple of days off planned as I'm off to Livorno to watch Rangers UEFA Cup match, However I have noticed Pokerstars have a last chance qualifier for the Dublin EPT and I'm tempted to play that (I've missed all the other qualifiers due to being busy every saturday night since they started lol) so might take the laptop with me and piss away $475 before I go and get drunk.