I am a muppet!!!

As I type I'm completely and utterly disgusted with myself. I have just blown an opportunity to win a EPT seat of my choice. We are playing 3 handed and I feel in total control when the following hand happens.

Game #2163259343: Hold'em NL (400/800) - 2006/08/13 - 00:40:24 (GMT)
Table "EPT 6600 Final 3172933 - 1" Seat 3 is the button.
Seat 3: Blackkat (11748.08 in chips)
Seat 4: sixpac (51093.45 in chips)
Seat 9: P.LeGuen (37158.47 in chips)
sixpac: posts the ante 100
P.LeGuen: posts the ante 100
Blackkat: posts the ante 100
sixpac: posts small blind 400
P.LeGuen: posts big blind 800
----- HOLE CARDS -----
dealt to P.LeGuen [Th Ac]
Blackkat: raises to 11648.08 and is all-in
sixpac: folds
P.LeGuen: calls 10848.08
----- FLOP ----- [9h Qc Ad]
----- TURN ----- [9h Qc Ad][Qd]
----- RIVER ----- [9h Qc Ad Qd][Ts]
----- SHOW DOWN -----
Blackkat: shows [2d As] (Two Pairs, Aces and Queens, Ten high)
P.LeGuen: shows [Th Ac] (Two Pairs, Aces and Queens, Ten high)
P.LeGuen collects 11998.16 from Main pot
Blackkat collects 11998 from Main pot
----- SUMMARY -----
Total pot 23996.16 Main pot 23996.16 Rake 0
Board [9h Qc Ad Qd Ts]
Seat 3: Blackkat (button) showed [2d As] and won (11998) with Two Pairs, Aces and Queens, Ten high
Seat 4: sixpac (small blind) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: P.LeGuen (big blind) showed [Th Ac] and won (11998.16) with Two Pairs, Aces and Queens, Ten high

OK nothing too bad there, except the fact that I fail to realise its a split (I never was the sharpest tool in the box). So I'm sitting there punching the air already trying to decide which event to go to when I see the pot being split and I'm like WTF??? then I look again at the board and I'm like FFS. Aaaarrghh focus and concentration totally and utterly gone. Then to make matters worse Blackkat goes and doubles up with KK v 66 against sixpac. Then the tilt monster envelopes me and I just want the game over and I go and make a completely and utterly fucking disgracefully bad call :-( What a complete and utter cunt I am, I know I'm beat but still call. Well played Bazza you cretin.


Game #2163330603: Hold'em NL (400/800) - 2006/08/13 - 00:45:26 (GMT)
Table "EPT 6600 Final 3172933 - 1" Seat 3 is the button.
Seat 3: Blackkat (24896 in chips)
Seat 4: sixpac (35870.45 in chips)
Seat 9: P.LeGuen (39233.55 in chips)
sixpac: posts the ante 100
P.LeGuen: posts the ante 100
Blackkat: posts the ante 100
sixpac: posts small blind 400
P.LeGuen: posts big blind 800
----- HOLE CARDS -----
dealt to P.LeGuen [Kc Qs]
Blackkat: folds
sixpac: raises to 2400
P.LeGuen: calls 1600
----- FLOP ----- [3s 9d Qd]
sixpac: bets 3200
P.LeGuen: raises to 8000
sixpac: raises to 33370.45 and is all-in
P.LeGuen: calls 25370.45
----- TURN ----- [3s 9d Qd][4s]
----- RIVER ----- [3s 9d Qd 4s][6s]
----- SHOW DOWN -----
sixpac: shows [9s 9h] (Three of a kind, Nines, Queen high)
P.LeGuen: shows [Kc Qs] (A Pair of Queens, King high)
sixpac collects 71840.90 from Main pot
----- SUMMARY -----
Total pot 71840.90 Main pot 71840.90 Rake 0
Board [3s 9d Qd 4s 6s]
Seat 3: Blackkat (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: sixpac (small blind) showed [9s 9h] and won (71840.90) with Three of a kind, Nines, Queen high
Seat 9: P.LeGuen (big blind) showed [Kc Qs] and lost


AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH Just looking at it makes me want to vomit!!!

Oh well got to look on the bright side I got £1930 for my troubles, doesn't feel like much consolation but its better than a poke in the eye.